How do you do?

Hi...an email sent to me today from a blogger friend.Vicc =) she wrote that she mistakenly thought my blog with others..i click n read the link attached in the email...as i read the blog,basically, we both are in the same boat..more or less...we both trapped..thats all i can say about it....

I still contact, chat with Albert..he even did some cute effort just to make me happy...erm....why u have to be so sweet???

Last thursday we had school annual dinner for teachers and staffs...the theme was black.so, i was busy preparing myself looking the right dress for the dinner...i asked my BF for his suggestion about the dress i bought..what colour should i wear to match the dress..but instead of suggesting..he asking questions...what color i wanna wear..this and that..haha...then i got the chance to chat with Albert..and i asked for his opinion..suprisingly he came up with great suggestion and i trust him 100%......wear it black skirt, grey inner and floral or batik tudung..never wear all black..u will look like attending a funeral..he said.

and that was the result!...i got nomination for best dress but didnt win...only 4 votes!haha..i dont know...im afraid...coz i start comparing Albert with my BF on this...and i think its God's plan make Albert didnt remember at all what feeling we had previously.....so it can leave as one-sided love and that kinda love will eventually fade..i hope......i need to get my self more busy than ever~

Im being selfish.i know.

This quote really depicts what i feel right now...im not angry but frustrated..im frustrated because both of us have to go through this kind of situation where we dont have time for each other...and i still keep in touch with Albert...i know that wont make things any better but i promise to myself i never meant to make him regain his memory especially about us just to make sure he has feelings towards me again....im finally understand that he wish he can be treated as new person....


My BF n I have not decide the theme color for the engagement yet...well, the color doesnt important. It is just an excuse so we could talk with each other...it seems that we run out of topic...oh my...........